Dream as if you'll live forever ..

I want to get hurt. A car accident, anything. I want to get injured enough to wind up in a hospital, just to see if anyone would come to make sure I’m okay. And I’d pretend to be sleeping or dying so in case anyone actually did come, they would sit at the edge of my bed, crying, and tell me everything. I want to hear everything they’ve ever thought of me, how they really feel, if they’re sorry for anything. I just want to know the truth. And I want to know who truly cares about me.

(via ciarasweeney)

and finally

My life is finally back on track, finally going good, and this time I’m not just saying it :) I’ve been having a great time lately hanging out with my friends. Mainly just missy, but i always have a great time with her! I’ve been hanging out with the group of guys that i was always with for a while there. I seriously love hanging out with them, it’s always a great time. they make me laugh, and they just make me feel so welcome. I know i can count on any single one of them if i truly needed something, and couldn’t do it myself. Melissa and Catie are my best friends, no doubt in my mind about that one at all. When i’m with any of the people  just mentioned, i’m not afraid to be myself, and thats what life is all about. Doing what you want, with the people you love. Which kind of inspired the tattoo i’m getting in january. I’m getting Live Your Life on my ribs on the left side. i’m so excited and nervous at the same time..

I just wanted to say, i’m extremely happy with my life right now <3